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THE TEXAS ASSASSINS
BY
BOWIE V. IBARRA
COPYRIGHT 2014 BOWIE V. IBARRA/ZBFBOOKS
For Thunder Hyde and Jennifer
For Jack Babalon
For Tio Nio
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Snapping necks and cashing
checks.
Yeah,
that’s what this guy I knew, his name was Sean, that’s what he used to
say. Sean was a car salesman in San
Antonio. Tall kid. Slender.
Wasn’t Texan, though. He was from
Alabama. Good lookin’ kid. A little cocky, but he had charm.
Anyway,
so when I’d ask him how his day was, he would say, ‘Snapping necks and cashing
checks.’
That’s
the car business for you. He was good at
it, too. Made lots of money there. I imagine he’s still there.
But
my reply to him, when he’d ask me, ‘How ‘bout you?’ with that goofy, lopsided
grin and that hairdo that reminded me of Morrisey from the ‘Everyday is Sunday’
album, or song, or whatever the hell, or however the hell that song goes. He was always, like, ‘Living the dream, my
man. Living the dream.’
Okay,
so working for the Texas Department of Public Safety might not be every man’s
dream. It wasn’t mine, necessarily. But you take what you can get, you know? All I know is I sure as shit wish I was still
there.
See,
today my answer might be closer to Sean’s reply, except without the
metaphor. Today, I’m cutting off heads
and getting paid.
That’s
not a metaphor. That’s real. That’s what I’m about to do today if this
little tactical plan with my team works out the way it should. I’m about to cut off the head of one of my
boss’ rivals once we catch their little convoy here in the next few
minutes. It’s not the first time. It
won’t be the last.
Cutting off heads and getting paid.
That’s what I do
now, among other things. Don’t judge
me. This lifestyle, this profession is
nothing new. Cut-throats have been
around for centuries. As long as you got
some asshole who’s ready to pay someone desperate enough, capable enough, to kill
other assholes, their associates, friends, and take their shit, people like me
have been around. People like me and
these two other fuckers with me, Buddy and Joyce. We’re humans.
C’mon, now. Deadliest creatures
on the planet. Always have been, always
will be. They’re always, well, we
humans, we’re always ready to survive, do what we need to survive. Make money.
In this world, it’s important to make money. For humans, at least. When you’re down and out like I was, when
backs are against the wall, you do what you need to do to survive.
Our
target, in this three-car convoy just ahead of us, knows that. The dude, the target, is just as big an
asshole as my boss. He has no problem
having others like me and my team here do the same shit we do.
We’re
just better at it than they are.
1.
WORK
“They’re
accelerating away from us, Armando,” Joyce said, cool and composed, maneuvering
her custom Chrysler 300 with the skill of a NASCAR driver.
“Game
on, Joyce,” Armando replied. “It’s
playtime, Buddy.”
“I
love playtime,” Buddy replied, pulling out a grenade launcher. “Time to start this little fiesta, bitches!”
he shouted from the back seat, standing up through the open sunroof and taking
aim at the back of a black Tahoe, one of three travelling in front of them.
Before
the rival security team could respond, Buddy blasted the back tires off of the
Tahoe, sending it fishtailing on the dusty asphalt before tumbling into the
ditch by the side of the road. The Tahoe
crushed green cacti and brush before crashing into a Mesquite tree and coming
to an abrupt stop. A cloud of dust drifted
across the vehicle, enveloping it in a thin veneer of dirt.
“That’s
one,” whispered Armando. He was wanting
to reach for his decanter filled with L’Amour Whiskey, but knew there’d be
plenty of time to drink when the job was done.
He was still buzzing anyway from starting his morning with a breakfast libation.
Buddy
reloaded his grenade launcher as the small security team returned fire from a second
Tahoe. Bullets bounced off the
bulletproof glass and armor of the Chrysler 300 like pebbles. Buddy sat in the back, laughing as the
bullets bounced off the car just above his head. But the gunfire provided a tactical
opportunity to their target.
“The
second Tahoe’s slowing down,” said Armando, quarterbacking the offensive. “They’re trading positions with the third
one.”
“I
see it,” Joyce replied. As the target
Tahoe accelerated, Joyce forced its hand by clipping the back and sending it
off the road before the first Tahoe could adjust its defense.
“That’s
you, Buddy,” said Armando. Buddy
chuckled, standing up through the sunroof, firing on the now-scrambling main target. The projectile hit, blasting and immobilizing
the vehicle.
The
Tahoe in the front screeched to a halt just up the road before turning around
to stop Armando’s team. But his team was
already advancing on the second car.
Joyce hit the brakes and the team exited their vehicle. Everything was moving along as planned.
With
the precision of the experienced hit team they were, they took their
positions. Buddy strode into the
highway, reloading his grenade launcher to take out the now-advancing final
Tahoe with the security team.
Armando
advanced on the wrecked target vehicle, training his AR-15 on the totaled
Tahoe.
Joyce
stood near her Chrysler 300, shotgun ready, playing backup.
Buddy
aimed at the approaching Tahoe. A
security team member had appeared from the sunroof, firing on Buddy, who
chuckled as the bullets danced on the pavement around him. One bullet even struck his flack jacket as he
fired on the vehicle, blasting its front end.
The enemy fire was halted as the security team member fell back into the
Tahoe as Buddy fired again. This time,
the explosive shell hit the front windshield, blasting the glass and shredding
the interior along with the driver. The
Tahoe swerved and spun into the ditch on the side of the road. A chaparral dashed into the road, startled by
the wreck, and ran across the street.
Chuckling with a big, toothy smile, Buddy
slung his grenade launcher to his shoulder and pulled out two pistols. His blonde hair waved in the wind as he
advanced on the wreck, salivating as he searched for survivors.
Slowly
approaching the target Tahoe, it did not surprise Armando when the security
team made a move, jumping out of the vehicle to fire on him. With the patience of an old soldier, Armando
paused, sending three shots toward the first target with precision. As the second adversary rose to fire on
Armando, Joyce popped the defender in the leg with slugs from her shotgun. Armando finished the job, putting three shots
into the target.
A
third security team member jumped from the vehicle, only to be put down by
Joyce.
Armando
paused, waiting on any other movement.
He looked back at Joyce. He
tipped his straw hat to her as a car pulled up on the road. Joyce trained her shotgun on it.
Civilians.
She
waved them on with the shotgun and they gladly drove off. That’s when she heard laughter.
Turning
to Buddy’s objective, she saw him pulling bodies out of the Tahoe as the
civilians drove up to his triumph. Buddy
heaved one of the bodies up into the air and threw it at the oncoming car. It smacked against the windshield as the
little car accelerated and drove off.
The body tumbled off the hood and under the car as it sped off. The passengers bounced in the interior as the
car crushed the body and ground it into the pavement. Buddy cackled and shouted, “Yes!”, throwing
his hands into the air in triumph, running after the car like a soccer player
who had just scored a goal.
Joyce
shook her head and turned back to Armando.
With
his AR-15 trained on one of the doors of the Tahoe, Armando threw open the
door.
“Please,”
said a voice in Spanish. “Don’t shoot.”
Armando
put his sights on the man who spoke, his target.
“Pilar
Montenegro?”
“SÃ,”
said the man, positioned in front of a beautiful weeping woman who was
embracing two young boys. Her sons. Armando did not know the family was going to
be with his target. This was going to be
a really bad day for Pilar.
There
was a moment (always this moment)
when the targets looked at Armando’s face.
They cringed, then gulped, seeing his face for themselves. His visage, forever scarred by fire. His tweaked left eye on the side of the
burn. The stories, the legends, were
revealed as true in their eyes, right down to the Texas DPS uniform he still
wore.
“Today
is a very bad day for you and your family,” Armando replied in Spanish.
“Please
don’t hurt my family,” pleaded Pilar.
“I’m
the wrong person to beg for that,” said Armando, pulling them out of the
vehicle and signaling them to move to Joyce’s 300. Joyce was waiting on them with zip ties.
Buddy
ran to the group.
“Hey,
Pilar,” he shouted. “Catch!”
The
head of one of his security team members bounced off of Pilar’s chest before
falling to the ground.
Buddy
thought that was the funniest thing he’d seen all day.
=
= = =
Beggars
can’t be choosers.
See,
no one wakes up one morning and decides they want to work for the Aguilar
Cartel. If you think for a minute I’d
rather be doing this shit, working for these dirtbags than chasing tail lights
on Highway 90 outside of San Antonio or down 35 in Austin, Texas, you’d be out
of your goddamned mind. That was my old
life. I can’t go back there anymore.
No. This is my life right now. Yes, this is my life right now. Doing the
dirty work for one of northern Mexico’s cruelest cartel bosses. This is the last place I’d ever think I’d
be: Working with a batshit crazy
sociopath and a pretty looney bitch who’s a helluva driver, delivering my bosses
rival cartel to him so we can cut their heads off in front of their families. No.
This is the last thing I wanted to be doing. It’s the last place I wanted to be.
But
when you’re good at something, why would you want to do anything else? Had my world not fallen apart back in Texas,
I might not have ever discovered how good I was at killing people.
Don’t judge me. Don’t hate.
I’m good at it, real good at it.
And it has nothing to do with all the whiskey I drink. Sure, a lot of it I owe to my time in the
service; to the good ol’ US of A. But
mostly to the fact that my skills are just that much better than these cartel
fucks my boss needs me to fight. I’m not
even some kind of special forces dude.
I’m just a guy that paid attention in four years of service.
It’s
like the old adage about fighting goes: A good little guy with great skill will
beat a good big guy with no skill.
Always. I’ve seen it happen on
multiple occasions. Shit, it just
happened now. Three folks just trashed
this fuckwad Pilar’s security team. That
was about ten, what, twelve dudes? Some
showed training. But not as good as
mine. Or Joyce’s. Or Buddy, even. That fuck had training before he went Section
8 and still held on to what he learned.
Now
that psycho, Buddy, that crazy bastard signed
up for the mother fucking show.
Mostly because he’s nuttier than squirrel turds. But not me.
He’s good at killing. But he’s
still not better than me. That’s a fact.
Look,
I’m not proud of that, okay? It’s a
human behavior. I wouldn’t call it a
natural human function or anything like that.
But survival is. And that’s all I’m doing, really, when you
think about it. I’m just surviving.
Surviving. Survival.
See, when the shit hit
the fan back in Texas there was nothing for me but a judge and a jail cell in
county for the bullshit that went down.
My opportunity dried up forever and this fucking dirtbag Xavier Aguilar
lent a hand. Kind of.
My tÃo
Nio used to tell me, ‘When someone offers you money, you take it.’ That lil’ pearl of wisdom served me well in
life. Long story short, Xavier Aguilar
offered me money in my time of deep need.
I took it. End of story.
And
here I am, about to murder at least one person here, because I’ve come to terms
with being better than these fucks at it.
Do I like my job? No. C’mon, who really likes their job? No
one. It’s just a necessary evil needed
for money. This work pays the
bills. The money’s right. And I will get paid. I do my job right, Xavier pays. He’s never stiffed me because I do good work.
Remember
that. I do my job. I get paid.
Life’s that simple.
If
my tio Franciso could see me now, he’d be proud of me.
I
honest to God wish I could see him again.
2.
MESS
Joyce
pulled up to the stables. A large cloud
of dust from the drive up the worn and rugged road floated over the car like a
ghost. Buddy was the first to jump out
of the car, laughing. He yanked Pilar’s
wife out of the back seat by her hair.
With her hands bound behind her back and unable to move her legs, she
fell face first on the dusty road. Her
exposed breasts smacked against a cactus on the ground. Her youngest son was still bound in the back
seat, tears burned down his cheeks, and he had held back from crying for the
entire trip. He only whimpered and
looked out the window as Buddy fondled and sexually assaulted his mother.
Joyce
and Armando stepped out of the vehicle and moved to the trunk where Pilar and
his oldest son were housed as Buddy dragged Pilar’s wife to the hood of the
car. She was crying out in anguish. Buddy shouted and mocked her as her misery
rose in intensity. Buddy grabbed her by
the back of her head and slammed it against the hood. A single tear fell down her young son’s cheek
as he looked away.
Buddy
continued to taunt the young boy’s mother, leaning over her and mock-crying in
her face. “Oh, no. You’re so sad,” he moaned, pulling down his
pants. “Don’t be sad, lady,” he whined,
removing her pants and forcing himself into her. “Don’t be sad.”
“Pilar!”
she shouted as Armando opened the trunk.
“Julia!”
he shouted back.
Armando
smacked him in the mouth. “You shut the
fuck up!” shouted Armando.
“Pilar!”
she shouted again, weeping, groaning, gritting her teeth. Her head was pressed against the hood of the
car by Buddy as he pounded away on her with a non-traditional penetration. Tears dripped on the warm hood of Joyce’s
car.
“Julia!”
Pilar shouted again, only to be clocked five times on the nose and mouth by
Armando’s fist. The third caused Pilar
to black out momentarily. Armando let
him fall to the ground..
“Papa,”
cried the older son, only to be struck in the back of the head. The young man fell on top of his father as
Armando moved to the stable door.
Joyce
turned and glared at Buddy. Buddy caught
her angry gaze and smiled. “You want
some of this, too, bitch? I got plenty
for ya’.”
“Fuck
you, Buddy,” she growled back, throwing the finger.
“No
problem. You like to watch. That’s cool.”
“Eat
shit, asshole!” she shouted again, moving a step towards him.
“Fuck
you, you dumb bitch!” he yelled back, throwing two middle fingers back at
her. With his grip on Julia released,
she raised her head up, only to be punched in the back of her head with a
closed fist.
“Donkey
punch,” he said, laughing and getting back into a rhythm. “I haven’t done that in days!”
Joyce
was about to move to Buddy when a hand grabbed her by the elbow. “Get your head straight, Joyce.” The whiskey breath burned in her nose.
She turned, glaring at
Armando. “Rape was not part of this
deal, ‘mando.”
“Neither was the
family,” he replied. “But as long as he
doesn’t kill her, we’ll get our money.
And bonus money for the family.”
Joyce glared at
Armando. Sonovabitch.
“We gave up our chance
to be good people when we signed up with Aguilar,” he growled, pulling her to
him. She gulped. Seeing his face close up always gave her
chills. “Now get your head back in the
game and help me get these two inside.”
“Pilar!” Julia cried
out again as Armando and Joyce dragged Pilar and his oldest son into the
stable. In the car, the young son held
his eyes closed. Tears lined his
face. He was paralyzed, like in a bad
dream. The hard part for him was that he
knew it wasn’t.
Armando and Joyce moved
Pilar and his older son to a stall at the center of the stable. The pungent odor of horseshit wafted to their
noses. After moving a horse out of the
stable, Armando and Joyce tossed their captives against the brick wall. At first glance, the stall looked like any
other grimy horse stable. But as Pilar
and his son regained consciousness, they could see the difference in the compartment. The splashes of blood on the brick wall
signaled to them what the space was used for.
“I’ll get the gear,”
said Joyce, walking back to the car.
Moving in to the stable was Buddy with the still-weeping Julia.
“Hey, Joyce. Ready for your turn?” he said.
Joyce reared back and
clocked him in the face, knocking him through a stall gate. Julia tumbled out of his grasp and onto the
muck of the stable floor.
Buddy laughed. Blood seeped out of a cut on his lip. “You hit like a girl,” he said as Joyce
pounced.
“Stop it!” shouted
Armando, picking Julia up and tossing her in the stall with her family before
jumping in to separate his two friends.
“Ooooh, that feels so
good,” shouted Buddy, slapping back at Joyce.
“Harder, bitch, harder.”
“Fuck you!” she shouted
before Armando grabbed her by the back of her vest and tossed her off Buddy,
who cackled like a maniac.
“Cut your shit, you
fucks!” yelled Armando, pulling both of his pistols on his teammates. “If you fuck up this simple job by being dumbasses,
and I don’t get paid, I swear to Christ almighty I’ll kill you both.”
Joyce caught her
breath, nodding.
Buddy got down on his
knees, holding his hands together as if he were praying. He pouted, shuffling on his knees to Armando.
“Please don’t kill me,
‘mando,” he said, putting his head on the barrel of the pistol. “Please?” he said again, moving his mouth to
the barrel of the pistol, licking it.
Armando kicked Buddy to
the floor. “Asshole,” he grumbled, holstering
his pistols and moving back to the family.
“Get the shit,” he barked at Joyce.
She picked herself up off the floor and moved to the car outside.
“Please,” said Pilar in
Spanish. “Kill me. Just me.
Spare my family. They’ve done
nothing to your boss.”
“You’re talking to the
wrong man, Pilar,” said Armando in Spanish.
“I don’t make the deals.”
“Please,” begged Pilar.
“You’re out of luck,
shitbag,” said Armando as Buddy walked up to him.
“Damn right he’s out of
luck,” said Buddy. “When we’re done
killing you, I’m going to fuck your dead mouth.”
Pilar just sighed as
Buddy laughed. Armando wanted to slug
him, but refrained. He needed the money.
Everyone heard a
vehicle pull up to the stable just outside as Joyce returned with a chainsaw, a
video camera, a plastic poncho, and the little boy. The boy ran to his mother. Bound, he snuggled up to her body as best he
could. The fact that the little boy had
an opportunity to run while they were all in the stable and still didn’t was
not lost on Joyce. She found him weeping
in the car, scared, waiting on whatever the adults had in mind for him. Joyce recalled that sense of powerlessness in
her youth. The adults always had
complete control.
What
a bunch of shitty adults, she thought to herself.
Armando holstered his
pistols and took the chainsaw from Joyce as she prepped the camera, saying,
“Xavier’s here.” He took the poncho from
Joyce and slipped it on.
As they prepared for
the execution, the first two ski-masked members of Xavier’s security team
entered. They checked every corner of
the stable for several moments before giving their boss the go-ahead on their
CBs to come in.
Before long, Xavier Aguilar
walked into the stable. He was flanked
by two more ski-masked security dudes.
“Are we ready?” he
asked in Spanish.
“SÃ,” said Armando, taking a position by Pilar. Buddy put on a bandana around his mouth. He took a position by the older son. The teen just sat, glaring at the floor,
resigned to his fate.
“Please,” said Pilar.
“Papa,” whispered his
son. Pilar turned to him and looked in
his son’s eyes. “Tranquilo,” said his son. “Tranquilo.”
“Your son has more
courage than you, Pilar,” said Xavier in Spanish. “He would have made a great legacy. It’s a shame.”
Pilar took a deep
breath, trying not to weep. That was not
the case for his wife and young child.
“Take them outside,”
said Xavier to a member of the security team.
“I love you, Pilar,” shouted
his wife as she was led away with her young son.
Joyce held the video
camera at ready, gulping. This was never
any fun, at least not for her.
Xavier nodded toward
Joyce. Joyce pressed play and pointed at
Xavier. Pilar and his son were in
frame. The formalities of the cartel
execution began.
“What are your names?” asked
Xavier.
“Pilar Montenegro and
my son, Pedro Montenegro.”
“Repeat it.”
“Pilar Montenegro and
my son, Pedro Montenegro.”
“And who are you?”
“We are the leaders of
El Lobo Cartel.”
“What was the goal of
El Lobo?”
“To eliminate the
Aguilar Cartel.”
“Who are your allies?”
“Carlos Moreno and Guillermo
Moreno, his brother.”
“Where are these people
located?”
“They operate out of
Guillermo’s beer distribution center in Monterrey.”
“Why did you let
yourselves be captured? Why did you not
fight?”
“We hoped you would
spare the lives of our family. Of my
wife and young son.”
“You’re an idiot and a
coward. Three of my guards beat your
team.”
“You have El Sicario de
Tejas.”
“You’re scared of him?”
“Yes.”
“You’re an idiot and a
coward,” Xavier repeated. Armando
remained standing, stoic. “You still
die, your son will watch you die, and I’m selling your wife and son. How many of my allies’ families have you both
directed to kill?”
“Many of them.”
“You burn them. Why do
you burn them?”
The courage Pilar was
lacking was manifesting as a bitter anger now.
“Because we hate your cartel and I enjoy knowing your allies are burned
after we kill them with sledge hammers.”
“You killed my allies’
families with what?”
“Sledge hammers.”
“Bravo,” whispered
Buddy. The seeds of envy planted
themselves in his cruel heart.
“Yes,” Pilar said.
“Your guys kill women
like this, too?”
“Yes. And I tell them to rape them. But not before they are paid by me.”
“Your men rape the
women?”
“Yes.”
Armando noticed Buddy
adjusting his pants.
“Well, all your work is
over now. To Carolos Moreno, you listen
to me, dog. This is what is going to
happen to you and all of your allies. ¡Arriba El Cártel de Aguilar!”
Xavier pointed to
Armando, who fired up the chainsaw.
Pilar glared at Xavier, tensing his neck as Armando brought the chainsaw
to bear. Gritting his teeth, Pilar
submitted. His son was right. He would not cower. The confession served as a kind of purification,
a cleansing. He washed his hands of his
cruel reign, and he accepted his punishment.
Armando shoved the edge
of the growling chainsaw into Pilar’s neck, ripping flesh away from Pilar’s
body. A wave of blood spilled from
Pilar’s neck, washing over his chest and onto his khaki shirt. Blood and flesh splashed everywhere as
Pilar’s neck went limp. Armando’s
chainsaw cut through the bone of his spine, and Pilar’s head tumbled off. His body fell limp against his son, who had
faced away from the whole ordeal. Blood
poured from his father’s neck onto his shoulder as Armando turned off the saw.
That’s when Buddy went
to work on Pilar’s older son. He pulled
out a sharp knife and grabbed the boy by his hair, exposing his neck. He began to slice into Pedro’s neck from left
to right as the boy gritted his teeth, refusing to show fear. Blood poured from the cruel gash as Buddy cut
deeper and deeper through the neck and around the spine like a carver at an
American Thanksgiving meal. Blood
bubbled around the wound. The boy’s
chest heaved, breathing. The body was
trying to figure out what to do, sans head.
Every breath made the boy’s neck emit a gurgle. Blood bubbled from the final, wheezing breath
of a body losing life as Buddy twisted the head, exposing the spine. He skillfully looked for space between the
vertebrae, and when he found it, the boy’s bound arms twitched. As Buddy sliced away, smiling, Pilar’s son’s
arms trembled as his assailant cut through his spine. With ease, Buddy tore the boy’s head
away. He held it up for the camera. The boy’s eyes moved slowly, taking in its
last moments of life. Armando placed the
head next to that of Pilar, whose eyes were open, but still.
Joyce got a tight shot
on the heads.
“This is what’s going
to happen to anyone who opposes the Aguilar Cartel.”
Buddy and Armando
placed the heads by the bodies and walked away.
The bodies of the executed continued to spill blood onto the dirt
floor. Xavier nodded to Joyce, who then
turned off the camera.
“What do you think that
was?” asked Buddy. “Twenty-five? Thirty seconds?”
Armando didn’t have
time to play with the psychopath. So he
just said, “Yeah, around that time.”
The two exited the
stable and moved to a water faucet.
Armando turned on the faucet and washed his hands.
Nearby, Julia was held at bay at gunpoint by Aguilar’s
guards.
“I’d say twenty-seven,”
said Buddy. “That’s pretty fast for a
decapitation. Am I right? Guys?
Am I right?”
Xavier walked out and
met his security team holding the wife and child at gunpoint. Joyce walked to Armando. She did not speak a word.
But Pilar’s wife did.
“Devil!” she shouted,
spitting in Xavier’s face.
Armando, Joyce, and Buddy
turned to watch.
Xavier stopped in his
tracks. He slowly wiped the spit from
his face. It felt thick on his
fingers. The woman had dug deep for that
one. Wiping the mess on the sleeve of
one of his men, he then pulled a pistol from under his blazer.
“You’re about to
understand how stupid you are,” he said, aiming at her young son and pulling
the trigger. The bullet punched a hole
in the young boy’s head, spitting blood and brain out of the back of his head
as the child crumpled to the ground like a can being crushed under foot.
“No!” she shouted,
falling to her knees by her child, crying.
With her arms still bound behind her back, all she could do was weep by
the corpse her murdered son.
“One day, you dog, this
will happen to you and your family!”
Without hesitation,
Xavier pointed the pistol at the kneeling woman and put a bullet in her head. She fell right beside her son. Blood poured from her head, melding with the
blood that had puddled up from her son’s mortal wound. Her eyes remained focused on her dead son as
her life faded away.
“No curses,” whispered
Xavier. “No curses.”
Buddy ran to the scene
to view the carnage, smiling. Armando
scoffed, returning to wash his hands.
“That was stupid,” he muttered.
Joyce turned to
him. “What do you mean by that?”
Armando let the cold
water wash away the blood on his hands.
“He was set to make some good money selling them both off.”
= =
= = =
Life is better when you
don’t give a shit about people.
It’s true. But you already know that.
You do. Don’t pretend that you don’t. Because you already know them. You work for them. They’re the bosses, the leaders. They’re their own little Xavier Aguilar, a
little Caesar of their places and times.
They’re the bosses that don’t give a shit if you’re sick, or your child
is receiving an award at their school. They expect results, they demand your
loyalty. And you already know there’s
nothing you can do about it. It’s a shit
job, with a shitty boss, with shittier pay.
And it’s all you got. At least
right now.
Your boss is a dick
because that’s what it takes in this world to get ahead. He can worry about manners when he works his
way up the ranks, with the elite. When
he’s kissing their asses. But now, with
the pawns, he doesn’t give a shit about those people. Everyone needs work, a job, if they want some
kind of living, a comfortable living.
And if you want to walk away from it for some greener pastures, go for
it. He’s got thirteen other applications
with saps ready to fill your spot when you bounce.
He doesn’t give a shit
about you. He doesn’t give a shit about
people. Unless there’s some kind of
dollar sign associated with you, then he couldn’t give two shits about you.
That’s another reason
why I’m good at this job. That’s why
headless shithead back at the stables knew who I was. That’s why all of Xavier’s rivals know who I
am. I’ve developed a fine reputation
over these last five years. I don’t give
a shit about people. And they remember
that. People talk. People know.
Because I’m only interested in relationships that put money in my pocket. If you think I hang with Xavier Aguilar
because I like him, you’re out of your goddamned mind. He’s a son of a bitch, a ruthless shitbag
that got ahead by not giving a shit about people. Money.
Like me, money is his first and only love. And he’ll do anything to get it. It’s power.
It’s influence. It’s control.
It’s cliché, I know
it. But clichés exist for a reason. Because they’re fucking true.
3. THE WAITING GAME
I’ve never thought
banging out two young Mexican hookers would be boring. But here I am.
Xavier’s always sending
these whores to me to keep me occupied between calls. I don’t think I’ve met one of these sweet
little pieces of ass yet who enjoyed what they’re doing. Were they good at it? Oh, yeah.
Oh, fuck yeah. But did it ever
cross my mind that they were enjoying it or having a good time? No.
Not one yet. I wish he’d send
more whiskey instead of whores. Hell,
I’m almost done with this bottle already and I just got it.
But these whores, you
can’t blame them, really. If they’re on Xavier’s payroll, who knows how many
dudes have plowed through them? It’s the
only chance they got, I guess, if they want to live. At least they’re good at it. And at least I got a shitload of rubbers.
It’s kind of funny when
I think about it, you know? These whores
selling (shit, killing) little pieces of their souls (what’s left of their souls)
for a big payday. For paper. They’re a lot like me, you know? I’m good at killing. They’re good at fucking. I don’t want to be here. By the looks on their faces as they share my
cock, looking up at me as I give more affection to this bottle of whiskey than
them, it’s abundantly clear they don’t want to be here. I was put in a bad situation in my life,
which brought me here. I would bet my
pay for my next three jobs that these two sweet little sluts were put in some
bad life situation that deemed sucking and fucking my cock made some kind of
sense to them.
None of us wants to be
here, when you think about it. But this
is where destiny has brought us. One
mounting me and riding me reverse so she doesn’t have to look at my face. A position she probably would have done
anyway had I not had a fucked up face.
The other groping and sucking on her friend’s tits so she doesn’t have
to look at me. Both good at what they
do. All of us killing a little more of
our souls with each passing second.
= =
= = =
The
first reports of the deaths…
Armando flipped the channel
on the remote, moving to a lucha libre show.
He had cashed out on the hookers, who were in the bathroom freshening
up. He took another long swig of whiskey
as the hookers came back in the room.
They both crawled up either side of Armando, snuggling with him. It was not reciprocated.
“You’re so good,” said
one of them in Spanish.
“Whatever,” Armando
groaned in English, changing the channel.
“You’re cock felt so
good,” purred the other in Spanish.
“Knock it off,”
muttered Armando in English. Why they
insisted on trying to be nice was beyond him.
“What happened to your
face?” asked the first hooker.
Armando clicked off the
TV, bathing the room in an awkward silence.
Armando slowly turned and glared at the woman.
“Bad life choice,” he
growled at her. She slowly moved away
from him, drifting to a nearby couch.
He turned to the
other. “Any questions?” he asked in
Spanish.
The hooker just slowly
shook her head and snuggled tighter to him, nuzzling her face in his chest.
That’s when someone knocked
on the hotel room door. Armando turned
to the hooker on the couch and waved her to answer it. He put his other hand on the piece sitting on
the nearby nightstand. A cold comfort.
The hooker opened the
door.
“Oh. Uh. Armando?” said the guest.
Armando immediately
recognized the voice.
“Joyce,” he
whispered. “Let her in,” he said. And though the hooker didn’t understand what
he said, she understood his body language.
Joyce walked in, a little embarrassed at the situation.
“I can come back
later,” she said.
But Armando eyed what
she was carrying and replied, “No, no.
Please come in.”
The hooker closed the
door and sneered at Joyce as she walked back to the couch. “I will kill that slut bitch if she looks at
me like that again,” said Joyce.
“You’d probably be
doing her a favor,” said Armando, signaling Joyce to bring the two bottles of
whiskey she had in her hands to him. As
he took them, he said, “Just put the water by the bed.”
Joyce put it down,
saying, “You really should drink some water first. Or get something to eat.”
“Okay, mom,” he
replied, spinning off the cap of the L’Amour Whiskey bottle and taking a long
chug.
“‘A man drinks like
that and don’t eat. He’s going to die.’”
“When?” Armando
replied.
Joyce chuckled. “So, you’ve seen ‘Blazing Saddles’, too,
huh?” she said, commenting on the dialogue reference and sitting on the edge of
the bed.
“No,” he replied.
The hooker nuzzled in
Armando’s chest reached over to Joyce and began to stroke her leg. Armando turned the TV back on and flipped through
the channels as Joyce looked at the hand.
Joyce shook her head slowly, scowling at the harlot. The hooker playfully smiled back, nodding.
“Can you tell this
little dropout to stop touching me?”
“Just let her,” groaned
Armando.
“Well, could you at
least tell her if she’s going to touch me to rub my shoulders?”
Armando turned to the
hooker and said, “Massage,” indicating Joyce.
“SÃ,” said the hooker, moving behind Joyce. Her hands were strong.
“Okay, that’s better,”
said Joyce, appreciating the rub. “She’s
done this a few times, hasn’t she?”
Armando was not paying
attention.
“So,” said Joyce. “How long do you think it will be ‘til Xavier
calls us out again?”
“Who cares?” Armando
replied, taking another swig from the whiskey bottle. Joyce couldn’t help but notice a third of the
bottle had already been imbibed.
Joyce reached for a
water bottle, hoping it would encourage Armando to grab one. As Joyce took a swig, she couldn’t help but
notice how skilled the hooker’s hands truly were.
“This is pretty
relaxing,” she said, feeling tension wash away.
“I’ll tell her to give
you a happy ending,” said Armando, offering a drink from his bottle.
Joyce waved it
off. “No, thanks. I’m driving.”
Armando shrugged,
taking a swig.
That’s when knocks and
shouts were heard behind the front door.
“Hey, Armando. It’s Buddy. Open up.”
Joyce sighed. “I gotta be going.”
“Alright,” said Armando
casually as Joyce rose to the door.
“Let me know if you
need anything,” she said. The hooker on
the couch scoffed as Joyce answered the door.
“Oh. Hi.”
“Hey, Joyce,” said
Buddy. “You got any blow?”
Joyce stepped back,
surprised. It wasn’t the request for
blow that rattled her. It was his bloody
face and hands.
“No,” said Joyce,
turning to Armando, who was wiping his mouth from another swig of whiskey when
he saw his teammate. Armando’s tranquil
state turned to anger.
“Buddy, what the fuck?”
shouted Armando in surprise, rising from the bed. Bare-chested with just his DPS pants on, he
pointed menacingly at Buddy. “What did
you do that you’re getting blood all over my fucking door?”
“I had a little
accident with the hooker.”
“Again?” shouted
Armando in disbelief.
“I’m going back to my
room,” muttered Joyce, leaving the conflict to sort itself out.
“She was a bitch, and
had crabs, too,” said Buddy.
“Go wash your hands in
the bathroom, then wipe my door of your fucking blood, and…”
“Hey, slow down. Whoa, whoa, whoa,” said Buddy, holding up his
hands and waving them. “You don’t tell
me what to fucking do, ‘mando. I don’t
give a fuck who you think you are.”
“You’re in my room,
asshole,” growled Armando, invading Buddy’s space. “You do as I tell you.”
Buddy shoved
Armando. His bloody hands smacked
against Armando’s chest, leaving bloody hand prints. “I’m not doing shit until I get some
snow. I know one of these bitches has some.”
Armando hissed, “The
blow is going to be useless to you with a broken nose.” Then, he followed immediately with a right
cross that missed Buddy’s nose, but caught his cheek. Buddy came back with a strike of his own,
hitting Armando in the cheek. Punches
were thrown as the two tussled, tumbling over the bed and onto the floor.
Armando laid in a few
more punches when Buddy poked Armando’s eyes, giving him the advantage. And he took full advantage, popping Armando
in the face with punches.
As Armando tried to
break free, an unlikely voice came to the rescue.
“Just take it,” shouted
the hooker on the couch. She extended a
small bag of cocaine to the brute, making him stop. It gave Armando a chance to wiggle free as
Buddy got to his feet. He moved to the
couch, rubbing his eyes.
Buddy snatched the bag
from the girl’s hand. “Do you have
more?” he demanded in Spanish.
“No.”
Buddy slapped her
across her cheek, pointing a finger at her face, yelling, “Don’t lie to me.”
“I don’t,” she shouted
back. Her steely glare held Buddy at bay
as she wiped the blood from Buddy’s hand from her face. “Pinche
puto.”
“Get the fuck out of
here,” said Armando, still trying to see.
“You shut the fuck up,”
Buddy responded, turning to the other hooker.
“And you? What do you got?” he
asked in Spanish, gesturing with his hand for her to pass any to him.
She reached into her
purse, pulled out a small plastic bag filled with cocaine, and threw it at
him. He caught it before it hit him in
the face. He scowled at her, and for a
moment, she thought he was going to attack her.
Instead, he stood up and walked toward the door.
Before he stepped out,
he turned to Armando, who was finally getting some vision back. “Clean your own fucking door,” he said,
walking out and slamming the door behind him.
“Asshole,” Armando
grumbled, taking a deep breath. He let
the anger go for the moment. He’d get
him back. He wiped the blood away from
his nose and reached for his whiskey bottle.
You’re
always there for me, he thought to himself, looking at his
reflection in the bottle. Whiskey
sloshed behind the glass, as if washing over his face, the room. He took a great big swig.
As his vision cleared,
he could see the hookers staring at him, scared, yet servile.
“Get those shot
glasses, ladies,” said Armando in Spanish, gesturing toward the tiny vessels
near the mini bar. “We’ve got some
drinking to do.”
=
= = = =
No
man likes to back down. None. It’s a pride thing, something deep down you
feel the first time you bite off more than you can chew.
I
remember the first time I felt that way.
It was back in middle school.
Sixth grade back in my hometown of San Uvalde. Eric, this big flunkie, pushed my buddy Sam
in the hallway. This guy, Eric, big
douche. He used to jump new kids in the
bathroom and give them ‘swirlies’ after the kid had just taken a piss. He was bigger than any of the other kids. Just a big dope. Buck teeth.
Cockeyed. Hand-me-downs. Just an angry kid. His uncle probably fucked him in the
ass. You know what I’m talking about?
Anyway,
Eric rolls up on my buddy Sam and just shoves him into a locker and
laughs. Sam’s dazed and a pussy. He’s not going to retaliate because he’s
always been scared of Eric. Shit, I was
scared of Eric. It was just a bad day
for him to do that in front of me because I immediately threw a sloppy
roundhouse at his mouth. Caught him,
too. I remember how my fist sounded
against his dumb mouth. Smack!
So,
he totally didn’t expect that move and I swung at him again and caught him in
the nose. Just on a roll, right. Element of surprise and shit.
I’m
a whirlwind now and swing again, but miss.
And I pay for it. He pops me good
with his big fist, sending me to the floor.
He punches me again before the fight gets broken up. Thank God because the guy was going to maul
me.
He
jumped me later that year and I paid for it.
But fuck it, I had stood up for a friend. I got a few shots off before he beat me down,
though. I’m good with that. Got a piece of that dumb piece of shit. And he was
a dumb piece of shit.
That’s
where I was going with this. You want to
fight back. But you don’t. You’re beat.
It stabs your heart. It rips your
stomach. It’s defeat. Bitter, man.
Bitter.
But
here’s the thing: You don’t have to win
all the fights you get into. Just the
ones that count. The fight for my buddy,
Sam, was worth losing, worth fighting.
Think
about it. How many confrontations could
you get into a day? Lots, right? But you don’t fight. Sometimes, you’re tired. Sometimes you know you’ll lose. Sometimes there’s some other bullshit excuse.
But
then there’s the reasons to fight:
Family, money, friends, self-defense.
You know, good reasons.
Did
Buddy punk me out in my own room, my own space?
Sure, you could say that. Did I
want to beat his ass? Fuck yeah, I did. Shit, I still do.
Here’s
the thing, though. Even though Buddy is
a psychotic piece of shit, and he knows it, I still need him. I can
probably do these cartel jobs by myself.
But I don’t want to. Many hands
make light work. And the more people on
my side helping me and taking gunfire instead of me works perfectly well for me.
Don’t
get me wrong. Asshole’s going to get his
receipt sometime. But not now. I’m fucking drunk. I’m fucking tired. And I just want to drink more whiskey and
watch TV until my next job. That could
come in a few minutes, a few days, weeks, whatever.
So
until then, I’m going to continue to indulge myself, doing my best in the good
fight against dry rot and rust.
And
considering these fucking amateur hour fucking hookers have already passed out
and we’re only six shots in, I’ve got a lot of drinking to do tonight to carry
the load for these two fucking no-drinking twats.
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